How could any one human have such a messed up life? No matter how
hard I try I can't reach my husbands heart. I can't even talk to him
without it turning into a fight. My children fight me every inch of
the way, ripping my nerves to pieces. My families so far away I
can't lean on them for support.
Financially I hold my breath, with
each pay check and hope I can find a way to stretch it to meet our
needs. This in itself is tearing my family apart. I'm always nagging
at everyone not to spend a dime or we don't eat. Surely I wasn't
meant to be brought into this earth to live such a depressing life?
Does this sound familiar?
Sometimes it takes matters such as the
above to get us on our knee's. When we have no one else to turn to,
then we turn to Jesus. When our hearts can bear no more hurt, our
nerves no more stress, inside we know Jesus is the only answer.
Sometimes it takes being brought down to the reality that without
Jesus in our lives, nothing is going to work.
We can't fix our
spouse, children or finances on our own no matter how hard we try.
It's sad to think that we bring this on ourselves with our actions.
We should be thankful that Jesus is there when we reach bottom. He
will pull us up, it may take a little time but if you let him into
your heart, give him your cares, he can fix the problem. Just
remember, to let him take the problem, walk away and just keep on
praying. Don't interrupt his plan and things will come out fine.
